Emotional Control Freak
I am an emotional control freak.
It sounds funny to say but it’s true. It also feels a little scary to say, because by announcing it I am losing some of that control.
I have spent the majority of my life controlling my emotions and/or pretending they don’t even exist.
My preferred method of escape is just to avoid. I’ve had quite a number of traumatic things (as many of us have) happen to me throughout my life and move on.
It’s quite amazing when I recall how many traumatic and felt lots of internal turmoil, which I also ignored.
It’s amazing how a [...]